Hard times? Good times!

5/21/2023 0 Comments

Hard times? Good times!

Ps 61:1-2
Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
This was a hard verse to see come in since this was my theme verse for months once when I was going through a tough time. But it was a verse I desperately needed at that time. We like to rationalize and understand. Sometimes we just have to trust and hold on when the storms hit. Faith isn’t faith until it’s put to the test. Can I trust when I don’t understand?
One year a friend invited me to go with her over Christmas to visit her relatives. I spent my two weeks Christmas holidays down in Belize having a blast with her and her extended family. One of her cousins, a young 21 yr old man and I clicked instantly. I had so much fun with him while I was there. So the shock when a few months later my friend called me to tell me he had been killed was intense. Especially since it was not an accident, but murder that was the cause of his death. When he stopped to help someone along the road the guy pulled out a gun, shot him, and dragged him out of his truck. Before he drove away, he shot him again. The second shot is what killed him.
The “Why, God?” questions can be endless in situations like this. All I could do was keep going back to this verse. My heart was overwhelmed - there were no good answers. I just had to allow my grief to keep me clinging to the rock that was higher than I. As long as Satan is around, there will be evil and sorrow, pain and suffering. I’m thankful that I have Someone to turn to – whether it’s in the intense times of grief from loss or betrayal, or just in the daily routine and grind of work that can seem overwhelming in certain seasons of life.
This week this verse will remind me to not only hang on to God and His promises in the tough times, but value the precious moments in the now time – whether it’s a moment with a student, working on paperwork for year end, reading a cute book, or enjoying the nature around me. These are precious moments that shouldn’t be taken for granted.

PS - YES! This is my new toy, investment and exercise routine - an ebike. If I don't kill myself on it, I'll have a blast! :0) Only had it 3 days, so still learning the hang of it. As an Algebra teacher I've been doing calculations on how far I might slide and how much skin damage I could do wiping out at 15 mph verses 25 mph - I think I'll keep her in low gear for a while!

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February 26, 2021

For a time in life when we supposedly have nothing to do because of Covid restrictions, it's amazing that I have trouble finding time to write here!
Life in the classroom is exceedingly busy as the students are pushing to make up the beginning days we couldn't be in school. So there are no extra moments there. I still work/volunteer at the local thrift shop regularly and deliver the newspapers. Then any spare time I have, I have been working on book #2. The Girl with Nine Lives has sold well; I still need to get some more sold, but do hope to see book #2 hit the printers sometime this year, if possible. To that extent I have a poll to take. Titles are hard for me. This book starts where the first one left off. Tales of my adventures in teaching in at least six places. So with that in the back of your mind, what would be your favorite title out of the following:
1. The Teacher with Nine Lives
2. Lessons Learned Along the Road
3. What is Going on Here?
4. Around the World in Many Schools
Send me your vote on the best title in your opinion!

February 12, 2021

Where does the time go? It feels like I should be frozen in time. After an extra mild winter, we were nailed with minus 47 wind-chill and -33+ temperatures for a week now! Makes it hard to do anything except get to work, and come home and wrap in a cozy blanket.
The blog definitely took 2nd place.
But I'm so thankful and humbled at the wonderful remarks and reviews I've been receiving from people. It makes the struggles I've gone through worthwhile when I hear how people have identified and laughed and cried over incidents. That was my prayer when I first started writing.
For all those who have asked, yes, I'm working on book #2. It will be slightly different as it is more the adventures of a teacher and the various cultures I experience along the way. When it will come out? Totally up in the air!

January 24, 2021

Well, I have managed to get my books! It is an exciting moment when you have a physical visual of fifteen boxes waiting to be loaded into your vehicle full of your books with your name on them! It is also a huge blessing to immediately need to divest yourself of half of them because they have sold to various people and two bookstores. Thanks, Lord! Another blessing is that I'm receiving comments from various buyers that they had trouble putting the book down until they had it finished! I pray the lessons I learned the hard way will be of help and comfort to others who read this.

January 16, 2021

For those of you who have read my book "The Girl with Nine Lives", or are reading it, or are waiting to read it and have wondered what that crazy little kid looked like, I have put two photos here for you. The little girl in the red dress on the horse is 'Stacy', shortly after she was adopted. That is the horse they gave her to help work her leg muscles. The black and white photo is almost two years later. It was taken for the immigration application to get Stacy into Canada. You notice she is smiling here. The doctors hadn't started sticking her with all those horrid needles yet!
I do not like to have my photo taken, but this will give you a visual to keep in your mind as you read about Stacy's adventures, or misadventures. As an adult, I have to admit, looking at the four-year old's picture - I can see her attempting to walk on air.

January 12, 2021

What a week! As a teacher on a Hutterite colony for grade 5-12, life is non-stop from 9:00-3:30. This coming Friday is the end of quarter, so report cards will be due. So that always makes one extra busy.
But I had 2 highlights in this week.
The first: I came home and stumbled over something on my step. When I picked it up and entered, I found out I was holding MY copy of my book! I felt like a mother receiving her first child. The awe and wonder of holding something I'd created and labored over for - yes, about nine months- well, that is quite the feeling.
The second: Last night the doorbell rang. I answered and a man stood there with a floral arrangement. I was sure he'd come to the wrong house, but he had the right name. Imagine my amazement when I saw that friends from the States had arranged these lovely roses to be delivered to celebrate this milestone in my life. In today's Covid restrictions, such a thoughtful, kind gesture means SO much! I never get flowers, so I'm still just smiling over it.

January 5, 2021

How many of you make New Year's Resolutions? How many of you don't because you know you won't keep them?
As I look at 2021 and wonder what this year will bring, I've decided to try a couple resolutions.

A poet once said, "It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all." I feel that can be applied to resolutions too. As I start this year as a new author, I'm scrambling to figure out what I'm doing! This has definitely pulled me out of my comfort zone. I've asked the Lord, "What have I done? Am I stepping off this cliff to float or fly?"

So my New Year's Resolution is to have a website and put a blog on it. Will this last? It will be interesting to look back in December 2021 to see what has happened here! Tech stuff is NOT my thing. But as a teacher, I always tell my students, "Just try. You never know what might happen." So how can I do less than I preach? I will try this. No guarantees, but I've made a start! Happy New Year to you all!

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